My Agony

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Art Crying Angel Print by Victor Gadino Art Art Posters

In the stillness of the night
when everybody's out of sight,
I started to cry
while asking myself a million "Whys?"

Why should I suffer
the pains of life
and become a failure
when all I did is to strive?

Why should I live
with parents who can't give
the love and comfort that I need?
I'm yearning since I was a kid.

Why should I experience this-
to love and give my best
to the girl whom I thought was right
but all I got was a shattered heart?

Why should I trust and
believe that friendships last
only to realize
that they have their own lives?

Why should I taste
everybody's bitter hate.
All I need is acceptance,
Why can't they give me a chance?

Why me? Why me?
Of all people on this world
should kiss the earth
Just to end my agony?


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  1. Gil BrionApril 27, 2020 at 6:40 PM

    Originally written April 13, 2009.
    Image source: Google search

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