Esaes:Essais 2

You are my light when my days  and nights are enveloped in darkness  and tears; You are my guide when I'm amidst  the busy street where people are in a hustle and bustle in the rhythm of life; You are my direction when I am lost in yesterday and  today’s detours and I can't find my way out in the labyrinth of today  and the future; You are my savior when I am drowning in this sinful sea of shallow living; You give me answers when I am confused and puzzled and mystified; You give me wisdom when I am caught in tangle and  when good and evil  start to doom; You are my comforter when I am defeated  and toppled down by heartless pretenders; You are my calming voice and my soothing song when my world is conquered with nonsense noise; You are my strength when fear eats my heart out and  weakens my faith; You are my provider when I have nothing left other than the clothes I wear  and my faith... You are the only one I need... My Lord and my...

I remember, back in my life... Every day was full of strife Loneliness creeps in my solitude My soul- bare and bold.   Got friends but not companion Not true love but just infatuation Had beliefs but not true faith Oh, it was a life that I hate...   Anger ruled my emotion Pain, hatred and destruction I laugh for pretentious happiness But my heart is dying with emptiness...   But heaven is still great! Sent a gift before it's too late My life was perfectly changed Jesus Christ was heaven sent...   Now, in my dear life... Every day is a lovely sight. Happiness abound in my solitude My soul- completely healed...   Got true friends and companion A love beyond comparison My shallow faith renewed My life guided with positive attitude...   Forgiveness rules my emotion Peace, hope and total submission I laugh at genuine happiness My heart throbbing with fullness...   Heaven is really great! Touched my life before I quit. Jesus Christ was heaven sent True gift ...

"Hi! Hw r u? -Im fyn. Hw bout u? Not fyn coz I mz u... -Same here, mz u2. So, wl u gv me a kiss? -Sure, bt I nid an embrace... Ok. Jz cross ur arms & feel my warmth... -Thnx! Here's my kiss, mwah! I ♥ U... -I mz u..." What a lovely feeling Sending and receiving Text messages like these Especially on lazy days... Words have been shortened But the value can be lengthened Just a single beep A thousand memories to keep... "Hv u eaten ur meal? -Yes, iv eaten vry well. Nid help w/ wat u do? -Thnx, support wil do... Tke a bunch of care... -Of corz my dear. God blez u. -And also u..." I never thought we will be this close Amidst the distance we can't cross Caring messages that inspire Especially when I wanna cry... Simple yet endearing The reason why I pause smiling Its the thought that counts And strengthens our bond... "Gudnyt! Sw8dreams... -Slip tyt, hv a gud rest. Dont 4g8 2 pray.. -Yes dont wory. I wil blow u my sw8 kiss. -Jz feel  my warm embrace... I...

BE UNIQUE. Sing a different song from the rest of the world.  STAY TRUE. Think cool. Think pure. Cleanse your body and mind. BE VIBRANT. Liven up your life  with colors. Everybody needs a burst of  color in their lives. SHOW YOU CARE.  Give justice. Everybody needs a hero. WORK AND SAVE.     Experience growth and stability like you never had. Do it best. FOCUS. Solve your problems. Erase your flaws. You can meet any challenge. LOVE.    Find your perfect match.

“Kumusta ka na?” Sana'y lagi kang masaya... Ako? Heto, tulad ng dati... Nababalisa, 'di mapakali... Maraming ginagawa Pero ikaw ang nasa alaala... Kumain ka na ba? Huwag magpakapagod ha? Sana kasama kita Nakakausap. Nakikita... Nayayakap. Nahahagkan... Kapiling, magdamagan... Sadyang kayhirap Pag-abot ng mga pangarap Kung ang kapalit nama'y Sa'yo mawawalay... Ambagal ng panahon, Hindi naman mahabol. Pagsapit ng dapit-hapon, Tila naman gahol. Basta hintayin mo ko sinta, Sa akin huwag sanang magsawa Inspirasyon iyong pang-unawa At masasayang mga alaala... Pinapahalagahan kita Kahit tayo'y magkalayo. Pakinggan sigaw ng puso Ibubulong sa dagat ibayo...

While you are out there Striving to pull me down, I’m just here, Laid back and doesn’t frown. I won’t give a damn care, ‘cause you’re like a foolish clown. Devil may dare I always have my crown. Hey basher! I am the one you can’t dethrone. Stop with your slander, ‘cause karma is a merry-go-round.

Pulleys and weights go up and down. They make you tired. You sweat, You stretch, curl, flex and jump. You become exhausted. But in the end, You develop endurance and form your muscles. You become toned and strong, Ripped and in shape. Just like in life. There are series of ups and  downs. You feel tired and exhausted. You shed tears and feel weak. But in the end, you become stronger than before, your character is formed and you look forward to becoming a better person Inside and out.

Pick up the last stem of a summer flower, Get high with the scent of the woods and earth under. Stack even the last hay straw of the farmer And prepare a throw on your bed in the corner. All leaves are falling, colors might have been tired from flirting. We can’t stop winter from coming, And so does our parting. Comes spring, meet me at the garden’s end Let’s play again, only God knows when. But if my journey reaches its end, Just don’t forget me my friend.

Don’t suppress your tears I’ll dry them up with my kisses. I’ll wrap you around my warm embrace as you sing me your lullabies. Interlock our hands Let's journey into paradise. Let's paint the night-sky with sweet memories and colorful dreams. When the morning light wins over the night and the world is filled with crisp air and serenades of cheerful birds; when the misty dew glistens as little buds bloom, wake me up no more. Just kiss me tenderly and whisper your last good-bye...

Don’t strive hard to fit in a bandwagon ride. Don’t depend your happiness on someone else. Because at the end of the day, You will end up on your bed, in your box-like room away from home with no one else to comfort you, But you Alone...

Sometimes, it helps to cut your wings, go down the hell and play the devil's game, to distinguish  who's your enemy and who's your friend; who’s your guardian angel and who’s the false prophet. But be sure to have the humility to bow down and repent; enough faith to grow your wings back and fly! Spring back to heavens and claim the grace from your One True God.

Love songs play out of melody Pictures faded like the dark night Shaky faith toppled Vendetta. Trust devoured by doubt. Broken promises and shattered vows I curse the day I bid goodbye Sun-dry pen; no more poems to write Abstinence. Eaten up by guilty fantasies. Savor my sour kisses My hugs as cold as my tears I wasted your precious time Fly! Leave this sinful ground. Like the flickering half-light You’re dancing out of sight. Falling. Reach out for my hand I’m lost in this barren land. Adieu my angel... I’m entering the gates of hell I can’t keep you for life ‘cause I don’t know the meaning of love.

All I need... is a good song to sing that will brighten my mornings and lull my sweet dreams.   All I need... is a true story and poetry that I will write and tell to everybody and they will write and tell of me.   All I need... is a best-friend's pat and a lover's loyal heart in my happy and down days.   All I need... is a home and a family that will warm my bold spirituality and scintillate my bleak picture of the future.   All I need... is a fuel for my dreams that will fire up my wishes and prayers and cool down my nightmare screams.   All I need... is the courage of a brave heart to accept what's real and not and make me... a better man.

The days of the New Year were blown by the wind too fast...  Gentle days have passed unnoticed. But there are a lot more that waits. More days that promise  uncertainty . More days that will give chances for both  failures and success. Personally, I’m  anxious  what lies ahead of time. Could I dance with the rhythm of life? Could I sing the music of life? Or  could I live the entirety of this year?  Everything's running humbly fine  for me this year. But I could still feel a strange  loneliness  eating my heart out. A tiny voice within me cries for something. Craves for something that will make me  complete . My present work gives me an opportunity to do things that I wasn't able to do before, buy things that catch my attention, meet new friends and mingle with different kinds of people and most especially give an ample help for my family. But I still feel incomplete. I  still yearn for something. And my heart knows t...

Good-bye... To everyday duties. Either the hard-to-wake-up, always late 7-3 shift or my fave 3-11 shift or the sleepy but used-to-it 11-7 shift. Good-bye to the daily rides and the rushing and panting or lazy and happy walks... The usual rides and walks and bi-weekly change of shifts taught me how to value time. It opened my eyes on giving my best on every new day 'cause life is really short . And that just like every missed bus rides, opportunities lost will never come back... All we can do is patiently wait for the next one and hope that we will never be late... Good-bye... To the daily hospital routines. The daily census and chart counts and medications and  equipment  inventories. The morning rounds with the doctors and carrying-out their orders afterwards like following-up laboratory and radiology results, medication  administrations, bed-side cares and charting.  Medication tickets and Kardex updates and finally, endorsements with the incoming shift sta...